sigh...

So, I'm laying here in bed, wide awake, listening to my boyfriend snore. It's quite annoying actually. I'm exhausted. Today has been the worst day I've had in a long time. I think it could work out for the best though. To sum everything up, my mom does not like Duane and thinks he is holding me back in life. I disagree. And, my stubbornness, her lack of acceptance later, I'm going to be living with my dad for the time being and hope everything turns out for the best. This could be the worst mistake of my life, but I do love Duane, a lot, and I feel that being 18, almost 19, I should be able to have the option to be with him. If I end up regretting it, then I regret it but I'd move forward. Anyway, the good thing that has come out of this is that it is forcing me to grow up. I'm going to apply at a few places for a full time job tomorrow. And, look into online classes at HACC or Phoenix University this next week. Then, once I get things in order, I'm going to try and get my own place with a friend or two maybe. I don't know... I wish my mom would understand. I know she loves me, but she doesn't have faith in me. I love her though...